PUSH

Allow for a minute for yourself to be lost

Be broken shattered and in pieces

When the fires fully extinguished and you have no one and nothing left

When all you have left is a room with a window and silence an ashes

When you're so low you beg to differ if this is what God has allowed for your life

You question whether you'll live through it all to give a testimony to it

What is weight now? 

You've been holding up so much for so long that the boulder on your back is normal in comparison to the down pour of tears collecting in a pool at your feet

For a minute you stopped

You gave up a couple times but you didn't stay down for long

You don't understand your journey and you don't care anymore because all that you have left are theses four walls a roof and a floor

So you bend down close your eyes and you pray until something happens

You PUSH because everyone whoever cared about you is miles down the road 6 feet under 

And they're watching, they're rooting for you to stand to keep on because they know that the only reason you're going through so much is because some don't want you to win because they know that what's  at the end I this is so grand they don't want you to have it

So you PUSH

You may be here for hours and nothing, it could be days, months or even years and nothing 

But you PUSH

Because literally no ones going to do  it for you 

Look around, whose left?

No one 

So you must PUSH

If giving up is your game plan you better have another because that isn't an option for you

YOU BETTER PUSH!

Pray Until Something Happens