No, I'm not negative I just know my life and how or works.

What some call pessimistic or negative is neither. I'm an extremely motivated person, but I'm also extremely blunt and knowledgable on how MY LIFE WORKS. When another person and myself are faced with the same obstacle I'm quick to assume that my tries to rectify the situation will be much more difficult. No I'm not playing the victim, so remove that from your mind, but I just have come to the realization that no matter how much positivity I speak the outcome is still the same, a complete and utter hell filled struggle that leaves me more broken and mad then I was before and I have to start again. But that's life, that's why I'm thankful I have faith. 

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"Faith, never leave home without it"

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But back to what I was saying. It's funny how I can motivate others but when they try to do the same to me I sort of pull the smile and nod while in my head I'm like, that's not how my life works buddy but thanks.  No it's not that I don't appreciate your motivational pep talk coach but um me and the big man upstairs kind of have this agreement that since I gave my life over to him I'm going to have to suffer for it. No man I'm not downing your pep talk it's just.   . . . . . . .YOU DONT KNOW MY LIFE. LOL

(Like Drake)That's all me lol

If I Could Redo High School

Response to pic: I DON'T!

If I could go back to high school do you know how bad I would be? I would be horrible. Let me tell you a bit of history about my high school years. I was fat, had low self esteem, and was not popular. Yes I had maybe two close friends (shout's out to my two closes friends, you know who you are) but aside from them it overall sucked. Schools good, get your education on but the excess, pointless drama I could have done without. If I could go back now I know without a doubt I would be in fights everyday, talk back and barely ever show up to class. I would just be he worst student ever. Why? Because either way I would still graduate. The day of graduation I was surprised to see the same people who barely came to class, definitely failed the class, cussed the teacher out and only showed up to school for home room on the first day of school, graduating. It was then I realized teachers were liars. Teachers spend all this time drilling into your head go to college and you'll get a good paying jobs and all this crap. Well that's all a lie. I have two degrees on the wall and my current profession has NOTHING TO DO WITH THOSE DEGREES. If I had known what I do now about how somewhat pointless school was I would have been more extroverted, less fearful, and more outspoken. Now I don't condone acting out kids(shake my finger) but enjoy your high school years and don't take it too seriously as I did.

If you could go back to high school and do it over what would you do different and how would you be?

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