Are You For Real Man?

When I run into people I went to school with usually they're doing well, but every once in a while I hit a head on collision with the one's who have physically changed and mentally stayed the same. The other day while at work I ran into a high school classmate that I used to be friends with my freshmen and sophomore year. He looked older, super older, like aged far beyond where he should be. But he came in looking for a job, which was cool I'm down to try to help any body looking for a job, but as I started to talk to him I realized that he still has a do nothing, I'm too good for this mentality. He didn't sound like a person who needed a job, more so like his arrogant freshmen self. Are you serious man, has your mentality not changed at all? Have you not grown up? It took all that was in me to keep it professional because honestly he needed to be told the honest truth of why he's probably jobless in the first place. If you've never come to a place of being jobless or down on your luck in life you can't understand how it will humble you(I've been there). That every little ounce of pride that we hold onto and cloak ourselves in isn't for others it's for ourselves, it's self denial. It's pride that makes arrogance and it's pride that will keep you in the same broke state you're in while arrogance prances around like its big and bad while your true self shudders in the corner thin, frail, an dried up. That classmate didn't get the job, he unfortunately denied by the company. But honestly I don't think he would have stayed that long if he had gotten the job let alone had a good or even decent work ethic about working the job period because he's still the same arrogant little boy he was in highschool. 

Have To Love School Rules

      You mean to tell me because she kept her kid at home from school because he was sick with the symptoms on the list you sent home with him that specifically say do not come to school if you have these symptoms, she's going to jail?

Are you serious?

Truancy

nounthe action of staying away from school without good reason; absenteeism."he had a history of truancy and expulsion from school"

      This is a law in some states where parents are held responsible to make sure there children attend school, and if they miss more than an certain amount of days the parents can be jailed. Okay the law is important for the parents who could careless about whether are not there kids make it to school or not. But in the situation I'm discussing the parent has not sent their child to school based on the fact that they had symptoms that matched the illnesses listed on the school list that states for the parent to not allow there children to attend school. Also the illnesses all have doctors notes (but anyone can get a doctors note nowadays) but the counselor says none of the absences will be excused. Okay I get the fact that children missing school effects their learning, "learning" which today may mean a 45 minute period where the movie Sandlot is played, or busy work is given out after the teacher does 20 minutes of active teaching which may be showing a couple of meaningless powerpoint slides. Honestly I feel the prolonged time wasted in 11th and 12th grade is an insult to injury but that's another blog, but I mean this parent was following the rules they thought, now they're being punished for them? If you're child not showing up to school because they're sick is such a problem why aren't the parents of horrible, violent, trouble making children arrested? If your child is running around bitting, kicking, cursing, hitting, and threatening classmates and staff why can't you be held responsible for there horrible actions? To me it's only far. But often in the situations of troublesome children they have some kind of file on them that justifies there inability to act like they have some sense. Oh how I love the justifiable wrong in the world that say's my child is no different when they're picked on and made fun of, but oh when they act up it's all about separating them from every other child because they have insert socially acceptable medical condition so there. The parent facing jail time is a decent parent they live there life based on there kids and actually try, so jail them? Yes, take away the only productive parent the children have while the parent of little Suzy Q is free and clear and bringing Suzy Q to school everyday ahead of schedule so she can start her cussing, fighting, bitting ways early and her parent can return home and have her me time, although she's not currently employed and most of the time Suzy Q is with her grandmother, I guess mommy needs her me time. 

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This Is Just A Test

This is just a test.
Sometimes in life I feel like every single step I take is one that I study really hard for all the materials and then I show up and everything on the test is different material so all the hard work I did was pointless.  Honestly, life is like that sometimes. I ask myself if i knew before I was born all that I would have to endure and live with up until now would I have still gone through with it? I don't really know how to answer that, it's kind of like Jesus, he knew he was coming to die for the sins of others and endured until the end, I don't know. I do know that there's a reason for all good and bad, but the reason we may not ever get to see or understand. So recently I've been trying to decide if I should continue studying for a test that I inevitable know is going to be switched with no notice and I won't be prepared for. Isn't having the information for later helpful, but what if I never use it, what's the point? (Cue heavy sigh) I'm just going to hit the book harder I guess and try to navigate this life, and at least get a C on these test. 

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Oh Because You Know Me So Well?

Hm, uh uh, well let's go ahead and put this out there. 

Have you ever experienced judgements from people who are dead on about who you are? Okay, now have you ever experienced judgements from people who think they know you and are completely wrong? Okay, I'll be blogging about the later. 

Situation is a person made some comments about me that they believe are true when in fact are completely false, this person is of course a complete scholar(taste the sarcasm) and has known me inside one environment for a total of 1 week.

Yes people it's possible to learn everything their is to know about someone in an structured environment and in one week. Forget about all the psychomumbojumbo about human complexity and such just base it on this persons reasoning. Here's the reasoning are you ready? "Your face says' it all" okay I'll give it to you Dr. I Can Read Non Verbal Cues, but that really doesn't work for me when my resting face is what you consider my "angry face". I'm not running around with a fake smile plastered on my face sorry. Not only do you have me pegged that I'm always mad, but I hate everyone. I don't hate everyone, the majority or people are just annoying like you and like to try to pry into people like you deserve to know it all. 

You don't. 

Secondly, I'm not always mad but the fact that you can't do easy mundane task like sign where the bright red X is on a piece of paper is really irrating and causes me to dive further into giving up on mankinds ability to have critical thinking skills. Or have the knowledge and understanding to not touch hot items with your bare hands. But you're a scholar, and your thinking is so heightened that perhaps you can't be troubled to recall the basics of such a behind world?  I don't know, but I know that in a week we became best friends and although I know nothing about you, you some how used your amazon prime account to rush ship the book on me. And judging by your avid use of urban dictionary words and twerking jargon I believe that you indeed did complete the entire book in a week. Good job, you get a gold star.